argh very pissed off my comp screwed up and blue screen appeared and i lost my post.
anyway i can't really remember wat was forrest gump's rationale of saying life is like a box of chocs, but it seems somehow appropriate that all my personal messages, cards, fuzzies and letters are kept in a large metal kit kat box :)
reading through the stuff once again... a few things ppl wrote came to mind, and one of them was...
"Remember, at the end of they day, it's not so much about having 'been there and done that', but being at peace"
ahh i wonder... and ask myself: really? it's the common stereotype that family life and inner peace offer so much more than the fuller-experiential kinda lives (e.g. songs like I've Never Been to Me, movies like hmm can't think of any but yea). but i wonder sometimes abt all those ppl living their peaceful family lives... do they not sometimes wish for more excitement and more energy? i mentioned previous abt seeing two paths lying ahead; two directions to take. my gift (or my curse) to see the crossroad. i'm still deciding. it's always the same... choices like these are so difficult cos both sides of e coin are so clear. and of course lingering at the back of my mind is the nagging and insistent reminder that no matter what path i choose, i may not even end up reaching the final destination after all.
"Let choice and resolution and commitment swing your life around"
yes definitely need to listen and follow this advice more. resolution and determination to push myself to greater heights. after all this advice is the one that will bring me to the destination, no matter wat path i choose. this advice that is so sorely burned into me yet so difficult to follow ughhh...
and amidst all this, a truckload of encouragements and and appreciations from ppl everywhere in my life. one of e most memorable was an 'exercise' where each one of us wrote one good thing and one bad thing abt each person in class... then the list was compiled anonymously and given to each individual. really enlightening :) but most importantly, the sincerity and the memory of it all to be treasured foreverrr and everrrrr.
wahahaha. why do i sound so insane?
jc band fest!! qwerty qoo wahahaha. :) bleh poo. esplanade weee i like performing at esplanade. hope the concert goes well tmr.
Name: Foo Guo Zhong Melvyn
Age: 19+
Affiliations: MSHS (Pri), Rosyth, RI, RJC, SFX (LoG)
Bday: 14th Nov
Email: mel_protoss@hotmail.com
argh very pissed off my comp screwed up and blue screen appeared and i lost my post.
anyway i can't really remember wat was forrest gump's rationale of saying life is like a box of chocs, but it seems somehow appropriate that all my personal messages, cards, fuzzies and letters are kept in a large metal kit kat box :)
reading through the stuff once again... a few things ppl wrote came to mind, and one of them was...
"Remember, at the end of they day, it's not so much about having 'been there and done that', but being at peace"
ahh i wonder... and ask myself: really? it's the common stereotype that family life and inner peace offer so much more than the fuller-experiential kinda lives (e.g. songs like I've Never Been to Me, movies like hmm can't think of any but yea). but i wonder sometimes abt all those ppl living their peaceful family lives... do they not sometimes wish for more excitement and more energy? i mentioned previous abt seeing two paths lying ahead; two directions to take. my gift (or my curse) to see the crossroad. i'm still deciding. it's always the same... choices like these are so difficult cos both sides of e coin are so clear. and of course lingering at the back of my mind is the nagging and insistent reminder that no matter what path i choose, i may not even end up reaching the final destination after all.
"Let choice and resolution and commitment swing your life around"
yes definitely need to listen and follow this advice more. resolution and determination to push myself to greater heights. after all this advice is the one that will bring me to the destination, no matter wat path i choose. this advice that is so sorely burned into me yet so difficult to follow ughhh...
and amidst all this, a truckload of encouragements and and appreciations from ppl everywhere in my life. one of e most memorable was an 'exercise' where each one of us wrote one good thing and one bad thing abt each person in class... then the list was compiled anonymously and given to each individual. really enlightening :) but most importantly, the sincerity and the memory of it all to be treasured foreverrr and everrrrr.
wahahaha. why do i sound so insane?
jc band fest!! qwerty qoo wahahaha. :) bleh poo. esplanade weee i like performing at esplanade. hope the concert goes well tmr.